yesterday (9-2-05) was fun no parents home me and friends hanging out and i got to see erin and hung out wit liz hahaha i dont remembber yesterday for a reason and wonder what that reason is ...i think i was singing my self to sleep i reall cant remember shit lastnight was great haha liz hilary wants u lol hahaha omg im pissed u cant hang sunday that was the day we were gonna embrasses brandon with the pornos and towel ewww hard towel lmao thats sick ahhh eww nasty ass kid there we r talkin about but yea erin i had fun hanging wit u and liz u kno we had fun lol standing on my kitchen chairs yelling sugar we r going down by fall out boy and me jumping oh and when erin chased me i ran into my parents closet dorr and fell back and when i scared the shit out of liz haha ghost ahhh lol and dallas gay lol oh oh oh and hilary was hyper funny as shit then liz wanting to burn me ahh stay away well i ahve to go to a party so ttyl peoples much love
well im not allowed to hang with one of my friends cuz her competely hates me and no1 knows why and it pisses me off cuz i didnt do shit to her mom or nothing ....that is competely bogus...well w/e life goes on !
well i woke up at 10am this morning cuz my friend came over then went to his house to chill and watch a movie then it got crazy lol anyways well his lil sister woke up and like we called my friends they came over we chilled and hung out and shit then come to find out my friend liz madeout with brandon haha cough laugh cough haha anyways back to this story well like then we were lsiten to music and it was about 5-ish hilary and brandons mom called and said hilary put the chicken in the oven well she asked me to help i said hell no then liz to then she said hell no then chey wanted to go home well we stayed brandon left the house honry as fuck lol then like we left (while the chicken is cooking) well we chilled at my house and shit ate and laughed act stupid lol tehn it was 6:15-ish and hill's mom came home and the house is on fire ....it was a lil funny cuz we didnt kno lol well yeah so what a fuckin crazy day hahahahahahahahahahahaha.......i love life and NO IM NOT STONED DRUGS ARE FOR LOSER haha liz and chey we r getting burn tomorrow (dont ask)
I HATE WHEN THIS HAPPENS
I thought about u today. I was with my friends and u were with yours, I saw u by a near-by store, with HER AGAIN. How did it end? Where did it began? How did we let go ? it was so long ago. Why did u leave?, with that one look u gave to me before u left out the door. YES I remember we were on that floor. How can this be I can not believe its true again. You left me for her. WHAT girl u say? That one over there , the one with the spiked up hair, YES that one, the one u checked out.. DON’T PLAY COOL I AINT A FOOL. I KNO IT WAS HER,, THAT SLUT THAT WHORE…why did u treat me like dirt WHAT MY SEX WASN’T GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU? WHAT I DIDN’T PLEASE YOU GOOD?,,,GO A HEAD FUCK THAT SLEASE ..come on PLEASE how can this be? U left me crying YES IM DYING U STUPID ASSHOLE FUCK U I DON’T NEED U “LEAVE” stop me please I’m freaking while your cheating ON ME once AGAIN I’m the one who gets FUCKED OVER yes BY SO MANY men…YES U STOP IT U FOOL stop being cool …you’ll realize I was the one u need… NOW LET ME BE goodbye and FUCK THAT SLEASE I HOPE U CATCH A DIESEASE!!
MY FRIEND
Good bye is all I heard from her I turn to look all I see is this red book I walk to it open Up and stared I cried and said god I miss her she was there even at the worst terror god why did I have to leave gzz why cant I be back where I used to be laughing crying having fun being myself I remember when I first met her I look at her with a glare I never knew she would be there for me now we r so close she’s my best friend the one I knew since 7th grade I hate that we fight it breaks us apart but now I’m leaving I’m scared will actually fall apart not fast but not to slow. I really don’t want to leave her I wish I could stay and graduate in the same school and stick together like friends do now I feel blue this place will suck I wont be able to walk down the same halls with her again I wont be able to gossip and talk bout the same shit cause I wont know what goes on we been friends for awhile and I always thought will never leave each other side but it’s a definite now I will be leaving her soon all I’m seeing is this moon wow I’m staring out this window what’s keeping me from u everything is getting blue I remember when I use to whip your tears until u had no fears we used to talk all night about the rest of our lives where r we gonna be when we turn 25 wow this shit is actually happening it was just yesterday when we first hung and that day when we had our first hug wow she’s a good friend I’ll miss her a lot if it wasn’t mostly for her I wouldn’t be the person that I am I want her to know that she’s my best friend and I love her to death.
Fill out names from 1-20 [don't peek at the questions] and then answer the questions below.
1. erin
2. liz
3. john
4. andy
5. jessie
6. kara
7. cheyenne
8. adam
9. tony
10. tom
11. meagan
12.love
13. brandon
14. devin
15. vinny
16. krystal
17. kevin
18. george
19. ashley
20. kyle
> Is #9 a boy or a girl? boy
> Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? hell no they wouldnt be lesbians
> How about #18 and #4? no i dont think they are gay
> What grade is #17 in? 9th
> When was the last time you talked to #12? yesterday
> What is #6's favorite band? i have no clue
> Does #1 have any siblings? 2 sisters 1 step-sister and 1step-brother
> Would you ever date #3? HELL NO
> Would you ever date #7? no
> Is #16 single? nope
> What's #15's last name? De jusus
> What's #10's middle name? i forgot
> What's #5's favorite thing to do? no clue
> Is #13 hot? no he's my cousin
> Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? yeah prolly
> What school does #20 go to? he drop out
> Tell me a random fact about #11. she cheated on her boyfriend so many times
> And #1. we madeout
> And #3. met him at skateing
> Have you ever had a crush on #15? surprisingly yes
> Where does #9 live? i think vermont
> What's #4's favorite color? red
> Would you makeout with #14? nope
> Are #5 and #6 best friends? yes
> Does #7 like #20? yeah they r just friends
> Does #8 like #19? haha no
> How did you meet #2? 7th grade in resource i think
> How did you meet #18? his house
> Does #10 have any pets? a cat
> Is #12 older than you? nope
> Is #17 the sexiest person alive, or what?! never
if u have account on myspace add me as a friend here's my email address getback42390@aol.com
">"That Girl"
That Girl sits and wonders, day to day.
What is this guy going to say.
Does he love her? Does he care?
Does he even want to have her there?
Days she is lonely, days she is sad.
Days she is wondering why she is so mad.
Her heart feels like its being tugged, left to right.
It's as if it's in a fight.
If he loves her, he'll let her know.
If not, she'll let him go!!
hiddinginacorner: yea
hiddinginacorner: i love you so much
hiddinginacorner: your like one of my best friends now
caution2dirrty: u r mine too i love u too!!!
hiddinginacorner: ??
hiddinginacorner: lol
caution2dirrty: lol
hiddinginacorner: do you love me sooooooo much
hiddinginacorner: lol
caution2dirrty: of course
caution2dirrty: u kno it rite? lol
hiddinginacorner: yeppers
caution2dirrty: lol
caution2dirrty: then u don't have to ask unless u want to hear it lol
hiddinginacorner: ok
caution2dirrty: i didn't kno what to say im bord
hiddinginacorner: oh lol me to i really wanna have sex
caution2dirrty: lol well i am this week lol
caution2dirrty: :-P
caution2dirrty: maybe
hiddinginacorner: hopefully lol
hiddinginacorner: and wendsay
caution2dirrty: lol
caution2dirrty: well im bord and tired so ima go i will talk to u tomorrow
hiddinginacorner: ok
hiddinginacorner: wait
caution2dirrty: yes!
hiddinginacorner: bring my bookbag to school lol
hiddinginacorner: please
caution2dirrty: no ima leave it here lol off course i will im not that blonde
hiddinginacorner: i love you so much,have good dreams
hiddinginacorner: nighty night beautiful
caution2dirrty: lol iwill love u so much too
caution2dirrty: same to u
.........wow gotta love that girl lol thats my best friend lol
am I crazy???kinda' down...happy turkey day!!